Uncertainty

As I sit in Creative Writing I
I think of you and wonder
how you are.
I imagine your face,
Your fun sense of humor
And your love for country music.
It's only now that I realize,
I never really got attached,
Hardly even knew you
And now I really
wish I did.
Hww was life
when you were young?
I desperately want to know.
I'm so afraid of losing you.
so,
before you leave
tease me like you used to,
tell me you're okay.
Because I love you
And I cannot
let you go.