Awake to Dreaming

If only
I could dream you
Back
Into existence.
If only
I could conjure you
Simply by
Putting your name
Out into
The universe.
If only,
By doing
This very thing,
You could return
Here.
If only we could
See you,
Hear you,
Touch you,
Love you...
If only you could
Be you
Here
With us again...
In the meantime
I will dream of you...
In the meantime
I will conjure
Dancing
And rainbows...
And in the meantime
I will know
That you are
Where you are
Supposed to be.
Even and if only -
For now and too soon -
I will speak your name.
I will remember you.