Dawning of a new month
But there is nothing new
About the ableism
Felt by me
Expressed by you.

You are able to 
Take stock
To feel grateful
To unlock
All your feelings
About going to restaurants
While we are here
Trying
Not to keep
Dying.

You call it
A lost cause
To keep pushing - 
Not my voice that matters
Not my choice to keep choosing.

Keep on doing 
What you're doing
Pass me off 
To the next person
Tell me
Everything
About you
And how you
Dropped the ball.