Gone Are The Days

Just one picture

Just one day

Fucks with me

In a special way

Gone are days

Of fearful giving

Of being ignored

Of harsher living

Gone are days

Of sympathies

All for her

And none for me

Gone are the days

Of going without

And always giving

The benefit of the doubt

Gone are the days

I thought I was fine

When I had no self worth

And no one to

Find me.

Gone are the days

I wanted a mother

I wish I could say

That this was the case

But somehow

And still

I long for 

A mother

And somehow 

No other

Can fill

That space.